Why do I feel this urge to tell the world about my thoughts? Why does one make a blog? Can the world live without my blog? Certainly. And yet here I am. Writing to the world. Letting you all in. In to my brain, not always a bright and happy place, but then again it´s often a funny, weird and amusing place.
Right at this point in my life I´m unemployed. Quite a down moment after finishing with my education as a veterinary. It toke me 6½ years and two kids to finish. Now I´m just promoting myself and trying to keep my head and spirit up. I don't get it. Who would not have me, I'm funny, bright, enthusiastic and loyal. I know my practical experience is very sparse. And the biggest obstacle has to be that my fiancé are sailing. 3 weeks out and 3 weeks home. It's not that big of a problem, but no one dares to take the chance and give us a chance to prove me and my family can do anything.
On the optimistic side of life I love being able to give my two boys the peace and stability, they deserve. I love using my time on my fiancé and our dog. Giving our other animals the best love and care.
Besides I'm somewhat of a messy person. Not that I don't want to clean up, I just never had the routine to do it. And that is one of my big things I'm learning myself. To teach oneself new skills is challenging and rewarding.
Maybe I could use this blog to let all my thoughts, frustrations and joy get real in the written word. So maybe the world can live without my blog, but it will be a good thing in my life. :)
